Currently Listening Early Days: The Best of Led Zeppelin, Vol. 1 By Led Zeppelin Tangerine see related

I love this song ^

Well its been a while. Ill just give you a lil summary of things. Cuz I know that no one is that interested. I just feel bad because I read other peoples updations and I dont update.

We have started a new semester.

Its gonna be work but not more than last semester where I had to AP courses. So its work but at the same time it feels like a walk in the park.

I didnt make all state orchestra once again my nerves destroyed me. I made second alternate for All State Jazz Band on Bass. I only had the music a week soo its very encouraging to me because imagine what I can do with the music if I have it for a year. MUAHHAHAHA. (evil taking over all state jazz band next year laugh)

Everything else in life is pretty good. I few issues here and there but nothing to complain about. 

Currently Reading Less Than Zero (Vintage Contemporaries) By Bret Easton Ellis see related

Possible New Years Resolutions

- Go with the Flow ( as in stop trying to control things and situations) Let the chips fall as they may

-Stop being passive aggressive Yes will no longer mean NO (on the inside) - learn to put your foot down

-HAVE GUTS- gotta be confident, i cant let people make me feel small , i gotta stand up for myself and just KNOW i can do ANYTHING. im 6'5 and a body builder/ rocket scientist in my mind

-As far as my love life goes " Do what you want "or as i say it " I do what i want" will be my catch phrase. Which i will say and mean cause honestly there have been times when i havent done what i have wanted because of my stupid brain getting in a boxing match with my heart.( Brain wins alot) i have come to the conclusion that i have terrible timing in the love department. when i figure out what i want i cant have it and its too late. this is a constant pattern. So my "do what you want " method will be used this year. i gotta stop fighting the feeling and just go. I have held back for to long.

-stop talking myself out of things

-Stop crying soooo much

- wear more skirts

-become friends with the Mirror

-drink water & take my multi-vitamin

- work out -  cause you need to

Currently Listening Björk - Greatest Hits By Bjork Pagan Poetry see related

Concert TONITE! COME ITS GONNA BE AWSUM!7:30!

Currently Listening Hellogoodbye By Hellogoodbye Dear Jamie.. Sincerely Me see related

I can honestly say my point of view has change soo much in the last 7 days. Your life doesnt suck as much as you think it does. Dont sweat the little things because they  seem big now but when  you look back and you see the whole picture you will regret  giving it all that time.

Its soo crazy how your life can be turned upside down in a matter of days.

COME TO THE PARADE AND SEE THE CARDINAL ORCHESTRA!